So, here I am. It’s been a week since my last update, I think, but you likely didn’t notice, being I’m not that interesting anyway.
Still hammering away at the programming deadlines and issues. I’m still working on wrapping my brain around all this to become efficient and good at it, or at least able to be competent. I’m still not there. At least, I don’t think so, but I did make some progress.
I’ve not written a word of fiction, even though it burns a hole right through my heart, and I know I tend to slow down during October and the last quarter of the year. The thrill of the better weather and holidays coming makes it hard for me to concentrate. So it’s critical I get something out there, find someway to make something happen in a positive way. I have to keep my hand moving but… well, time. You know the drill.
So I wanted to set aside part of Sunday to create a new eBook to publish on Kindle, but I can’t seem to make that happen. I just don’t have the time to set aside, and when I do, it seems like a monumental effort. I don’t have the energy. So where is the convergence of time and energy? Huh? I asks ya, where?
Well. Never mind that, I’ve enjoyed learning about computer programming and I’ve been hoping I haven’t forgotten all I learned about writing fiction, or outlining, or any of the good things I’d picked up so quickly over the last several months.
And as for work? Well, I’ve crept close to finishing one of the more challenging projects I’ve been saddled with, but then another was piled atop which takes my breath away in its scope. So huge. So important. And I don’t think I’m there, skill-wise. I’m terrified of it, and the end of the year is my drop-dead deadline on that one. *Sigh*
From stress to worry and back again. I wonder when this ever gets fun?
But enough bellyaching. How was YOUR weekend, y’all? Sound off and let me know!
